BERLINCIAGAY #4 – BUDAY – AGENCY DESSERT BERLIN

Dessert.Berlin · BERLINCIAGAY #4 - BUDAY

Interview

How have you been, and what have you been working on lately?
I’m gonna be honest with you, this year has been very tough and stressful for me. I could have stayed in my comfort zone and kept living from social media and modeling, but I wanted something different for my future and I like to challenge myself. Lot of signs showed me that DJ:ing was a part of my journey. It’s something that I thought about for years, and prepared myself for it.
How and where did you record your BERLINCIAGAY mix?
I’ve kept some money from my social media on a side for future projects (I’m not the kind of person who’s spending my money everywhere), and decided that I’d use it for my DJ career. That’s why I’m lucky to have my own set-up at home, that allows me to practice and get more experience. It’s the first set that I recorded at home, and it’s very different from playing in a club, because you don’t get the energy from the crowd, so it’s hard to guess if people will vibe to your set or not. I decided to go for something very melodic, because that’s how I like music, building a story. I’ve always loved having the feeling that a set sounds like one single track, you don’t feel the transitions. That’s what i’ve been working on a lot lately.
What was a special highlight for you this year?
The moment that will stick in my head forever, was during my first DJ set in a Club (Gegen at RSO last August), when I turned the volume up, and realized how much power I had in my hands. That moment did something to me, in my heart, and made me realize „it’s finally happening“…
At the heart of BERLINCIAGAY is a vision of gay community.
Safe spaces for me are something that I’ve been seeking for a big part of my life, since I’m coming from a conservative area. It’s a place where I can be myself without being judged. I always trust my instinct when it comes to safe spaces.I consider myself as a Queer activist, representing the puppy community the best way i can, and show that it’s more than a Fetish for most of the puppies. That’s also the reason why I want to DJ as a dog, and represent my community in the music industry, give visibility to people like us, and help people who are like me, and are hiding themselves. Music is universal and it’s a beautiful way to express yourself, show who you are.I have a very strong message behind my mask, it’s not just a mask but the story of my life.
Can you tell us more about the puppy scene?
The puppy community is like a big family, very inclusive. Wearing a mask allows you to connect with people differently because you don’t have the „face barrier“, so you focus more on the person itself, rather than the physic. I always say that you can read a lot through the eyes of someone. Being a puppy is about being happy, playful, open minded and cherishing your weirdness. It’s a way to show who you truly are, deep in you, and not what the society wants you to be (a bit like the furry community).
What advice would you give someone curious about pup play or the puppy scene?
I’d just recommend people to try to connect with puppies first (during events, or meets, parties…). Most of the people who tried it fell in love with it, that’s also why the community is growing that fast. Just put your seriousness to the side and give it a try. Also, it’s important to know that there are no rules about being a puppy, just be yourself and let it go.
Who are your musical inspirations?
My favourite producers are Stef Mendesidis, Donato Dozzy, Ferdinger, Lewis Fautzi, Dyad, Neireich, Terence Fixmer… And my favourite DJs i’d say Speedy J, Takaaki Itoh, Aurora Halal, Amotik (all of them have their own style and are mastering it).
What excites you about living in Berlin?
The first time I went to Berlin, back in 2019, I felt like it was the place I was looking for. I can’t really explain how, but I feel safe and happy in Berlin, it’s my instinct (that’s also why being a dog fits me that well). You can meet amazing people and get beautiful opportunities. In my opinion, it’s the best place for artists, and I’ve always considered myself an artist.
How do you build meaningful connections within Berlin’s gay nightlife scene?
I’ve always had to hide myself before, was too scared to go to gay clubs, or meet gay people. The Berlin gay scene really helped me to reconnect with myself, and accept who I truly am. I’ve met wonderful people that I could have only met in Berlin for sure. It literally changed my life and I’m so grateful that we have places like this for us.
What are you looking forward to in 2026?
My goal for 2026 is to fully focus on my DJ career. I’m very lucky and already have many gigs planned, even outside of Europe. I want to gain more experience, skill and visibility. But also connect with more people because that’s what makes me happy, connecting and helping others. And I believe that music helps people, makes people happy.